I am so tired of making internal apologies to you for who I am, the way I think, the needs I have, the fears I feel, the comfort I seek.
What I keep struggling with is that I'm the only one to blame for feeling this way; no one is forcing me to be sorry and you're certainly not telling me to apologize. Maybe in the end the only thing that tells me I'm the one to blame is that I'm just this weak. For thinking that I'm wrong for being me.
